About Zero!

Basic Information

Zero is a Killer Chat OC but I am also working on a silly project to make him his own game! I am not the best at making games but I do try making a good Visual Novel for him. I do hope that I can finish it and also display here!

Personality!

Zero used to lock himself in his room for months, especially in his teenage years but as the years went on Zero tried going out more and doing a lot more in his life. He picked up old hobbies again that he previously dropped to have reasons to go outside more and be social. He still isn't the best with social interactions, often misunderstanding people's tone and the way he expresses himseld may be difficult to understand but he still tries.

Zero is most comfortable in his hobby of watching anime, he is very interested in a lot of romance animes but also other genres. He owns quite a lot of merch that he is proud of.

He has chronic depression which interferes with a lot of daily activities but his depressive state sometimes goes from really bad to not too bad but it's something that haunts him all the time, even when it doesn’t seem too bad it’s still there along with chronic depression he also has Separation Anxiety Disorder. Zero is easily attached to people he is friends with, he is not overly attached to everyone he is friends with but he is very attached to his bestest of friends, he experiences severe distress when separated from someone he was attached to leading to many things that harm him.

He is a kind individual who wants to get along with people, but he also has a habit of stalking and finding out information about people he cares about, specifically in romantic context. He doesn't do it because he believes his partners are cheating on him, in his head he simply has a thought that it would benefit their relationship if he knew more than he should. In his mind it makes him considerate thoughtful even though it just makes him seem really creepy.

In the romantic context Zero is also more of the jealous type, it mostly comes from him being insecure about being able to keep up relationships and his fear of people leaving him. He doesn't ban his partners from speaking to other people but he does experience jealousy when his partners seem to be a little too close to someone.

Backstory!

Zoe Elyse Martin is the former eldest daughter of Anthony Martin and Evelyn Martin, after they had their eldest daughter in their 30s they went on to have more children. They stopped for now after their 8th child, so there are 8 children in total. 3 daughters and 5 sons, with 8 children the two had trouble keeping up with all of them which resulted in the older children being ignored and not looked after. Zoe went blind in early childhood and she received glasses to fix the issue but her vision got worse the older she got but her parents didn't care to take of that issue and simply ignored it, an undiagnosed thing about her vision was her colorblindness but she barely spoke to her parents so they had no exact reason to suspect anything.

Due to her parents being too busy taking care of her other 7 siblings Zoe spend most of her time in her room and online. Zoe barely went to school during that time and her parents didn't even notice but when they did notice she got in a lot of trouble but they forgot about her again pretty quickly. In the online world through talking to other people Zoe figured out her identity as a transmale and also considered bisexuality as an option.

At the age of 14 Zoe started going by Zero online and went from she/her to he/him and then to he/they. He felt relieved when he found an identity he actually felt comfortable with and he loved being online to be referred to as Zero. He finally felt comfortable and wanted to spend all of his time online where he could be himself without being judged.

Zero's chronic depression started in his childhood/teen years, Zero also experienced other things during that time as well that were simply ignored by his parents.

When Zero was 14 his parents announced something that made Zero want to leave immediately. His parents made the decision to be so kind as to adopt 2 more children into the family, both of the children they adopted were around the age of 2 while their own youngest biological child was at the age of 4. In total that would make 10 children in the house. Zero was now the oldest with 9 younger siblings, the amount of children and noise in the house was starting to become insufferable to him especially because the parents always focused on the youngest at the moment and completely disregard the other children they had, leaving Zero to be the one to take care of them while Zero had his own issues to deal with.

Just a year later Zero's mother was pregnant with triplets, increasing the total of children in the house to 13. One thing was clear to Zero now, their parents were either addicted to the idea of having babies or their simply had a breeding fetish but Zero couldn't take it anymore. At 13 children in a singular home he officially lost it. Being ignored is one thing but having to play a parent for 12 other children while being unable to deal with your own issues simply because your parents just want a baby to look at for a few years was exhausting to say the least.

Zero knew it was selfish to leave all of his siblings behind but he couldn't take it anymore to be in this home.

One day, when Zero's aunt came to visit for a few weeks Zero took the opportunity to steal the car and leave, he had planned this for a while and practiced driving so he could now somewhat drive at 15 despite never taking driving lessons. In the end he drove pretty far away from his home and ended up driving the car into a lake on purpose and he then proceeded to run as far as he could away from the car.

His escape mission was successful and at 18 he managed to get his own house after working to save up money. He continued working as a cashier to make money but he never really got to finish school so he didn't have many job options. Zero taught himself a lot when he was still living at home and he continued to teach himself things so he wasn't stupid, just never really visited school since 5th grade.

At the age of 19 Zero remembered one of his favorite hobbies used to be playing baseball so he picked up that hobby again and he managed to make friends through it. One thing he also learned through his friends is that he has and Somnambulism ( Sleep Walking ), which also revealed itself to be a big issue for his safety since he performs a lot of dangerous acts while sleep walking such as, but not limited to, cooking, leaving his own house, cleaning/handling sharp objects, etc. He doesn't know how to deal with it but at least he is aware of it.

At 19 Zero also killed a person for the first time, one of his friends always talked about a toxic ex making their life hell and Zero disliked the idea of one of his friends having trouble so he decided to catfish their ex and he ended up murdering him. He went on to kill many others that ended up being toxic exes and abusive assholes.

Zeros Mental Health

Zero has Chronic Depression, Separation Anxiety Disorder and also ARFID. Along with those three Zero is also very much autistic but all of these are very much not diagnosed since Zero can't get himself to check himself even though he knows there is something wrong.

While living with his parents and having to play parent for his siblings Zero harmed himself in many ways, a big one being cutting which he still has scars of and sometimes relapses on.

Zeros Physical Health

Zero went blind in childhood, he doesn't see completely black or anything but everything is extremely blurry to the point of being unable to see any coherent shapes.

He uses glasses to be able to see but he is not only blind like that but he is also color blind.

Zero's colorblindness is Tritanopia, which is a blue-yellow colorblindness. He cannot distinguish between blue and green, purple and red, and yellow and pink.

About Zeros Body

Zero loved the idea of getting tattoos when he was 19 but he never had enough money to get a professional one so he decided on doing it himself with some help from a friend.

The same happened with Zero's piercings.

His gender affirming surgeries were also done in a not professional way at all. This is not recommended but for Zero it actually worked out. Both top and bottom.

He also dyed his own hair, originally his hair was black but he dyed it blond among other colors.